" Baby,i'm sorry. I should have shared my happiness but instead i shared my pain. I keep feeling the pain. I can't move,not even a step. I believe neither could you. Goodbye. "

Sad isn't it, to know you're loving alone.
To know its a one sided love all this while.

" I hate gravity. I can't jump wishing i was flying cause i knew i'll somehow land back on my feet. Everything seem to pull me down. Eventually i fall flat on my face. "

& well she said to me,

" I envied people who can smile & laugh about in life cause i knew i can't. I laugh & smile cause its funny. But not cause i'm sincere. Life's real, reality is real but those people who faking things make me sick. I'm sick & my heart's tired. I've try,tried to make things change for the better. I tried so fucking hard but nothing's left for me & of me. Cruel isn't it my friend? & just maybe i'm on a trial & just maybe i'm suffering now but who knows later on everything going to be fine. Everything single hard work going to be paid off. "

Just maybe my dear friend,
Everything going to be alright.
But that i wouldn't & couldn't promise you cause i'm not sure myself.

Tell me,
You seek comfort from others,you seek happiness & joy from others,you made others smile whereas on the other hand you're just sad.

Is this fair for you?