yawn.
this is going to be lame and crappy.
and its going to sound kind of bullshit.

my resolution was to embrace changes and accept what the future held for me.
cause someone told me that things happen for a reasons.

and so,
the first thing to do is not give a freaking damn.

whatever it is,
i'll accept it with a willing heart.

the more i give a damn,
the more i leave myself open to hurt.

i wash my hands off everything, 2009.

its a new start, a fresh start.

i'll leave the past behind and start walking forward.
i want to achieve my dreams, badly.

and not to forget,
i've to stop scaring people for now :)

there's more definition to the word love.
and i thought i knew what it was.
but i was wrong,
always.

hatred was the only thing i understand the most.
anger was the only thing i was seeking for.
(you'll be glad to hear this, finally admitting to my flaws)

and so,
there's always hope.

if there's will, there's a way :)

i'm staying here being happy for now.

though i know deep inside,
you'll always love me ♥