Wednesday, November 25, 2009
true feelings
loving you when you're not around is harder than anything i could handle.
i break down every now & then.
but all i could do is to keep this love bottled up like they never existed.
i'm living in my own fantasy & my conscience kept asking me to let it go.
if its only easier.
& for a moment there, i'm starting to hate it.
& its getting to me.
i wanted to run but my legs wouldn't move.
i'm stuck here.
waiting.
i break down every now & then.
but all i could do is to keep this love bottled up like they never existed.
i'm living in my own fantasy & my conscience kept asking me to let it go.
if its only easier.
& for a moment there, i'm starting to hate it.
& its getting to me.
i wanted to run but my legs wouldn't move.
i'm stuck here.
waiting.