i know someday you have to leave.
but i thought it wouldnt be this soon.

i never did thought it will be this hard,
its even harder than breaking up.

you promised you wont leave soon.
cause there's lots more that have to be done.

but unfortunately,
it was never achieve.
but we will some day,
trust me we will.

you promised you'll leave after i ended my o levels,
so i wouldnt have to worry much or to think much.

& so i thought it was ok.

but those promises was broken.

wait all those promises were broken.

i know you want to fulfill them & not intentially meant to broke them,
but time was just not by our side.

i know i'm not the only person going through the pain.
but they have no idea how terrible i feel.

you've been beside me through thick & thin.
never did you leave my side.
cause your love for me is as strong as a iron & will forever be.

i regreted not treating you nicely.

i was harsh on you.
cold treatment was given but you never gave up on me.

you are the greatest boyfriend i had.

i was treated like a princess.
i was your princess.

you are prince charming.

1 yr 10 month back ago,
i never did thought we go far.
but i was wrong.
look how far we've come.

things will never be the same without you.

no more hanging onto the phone until we fell asleep.
no more play 'pretend princess'.
no hugs kisses & mushy talks.

most important,
you no longer here beside me.

its not easy being strong.
it was never.

i had to built a wall so i never fall hard,
but the wall was you.

you are a amazing boyfriend.

i love you muhd sufyan.
i love you so much.

they just wont know.

i missing you muhd sufyan.

good night sleep tight sweet dreams.
love you miss you muacks muacks muacks.

AYNA & PYAN KAIJIN.