Tuesday, October 20, 2009
day 5
waiting, waiting & still waiting.
its going to be a long wait.
i hope you hear me saying "i love you" every single day.
& "goodnight sleep tight sweet dreams love you miss you muacks muacks muacks" every single night.
(& i keep reciting that you are not dead.)
cause i act like as if you are.
& yesterday i went over your place.
sat at your room.
open your wardrobe & kept myself from tearing up.(shaqy told me i was brave not to break down)
& open up your little box you kept behind your clothes.
look through the content,
& smiled to myself.
i made a little diary inside my nintendo dsi,
to show you how i felt over the days.
everyone was there to comfort me.
thanks.
(i just realise i need to buck up on my english.shucks.)
loves,
AYNA & PYAN KAIJIN
its going to be a long wait.
i hope you hear me saying "i love you" every single day.
& "goodnight sleep tight sweet dreams love you miss you muacks muacks muacks" every single night.
(& i keep reciting that you are not dead.)
cause i act like as if you are.
& yesterday i went over your place.
sat at your room.
open your wardrobe & kept myself from tearing up.(shaqy told me i was brave not to break down)
& open up your little box you kept behind your clothes.
look through the content,
& smiled to myself.
i made a little diary inside my nintendo dsi,
to show you how i felt over the days.
everyone was there to comfort me.
thanks.
(i just realise i need to buck up on my english.shucks.)
loves,
AYNA & PYAN KAIJIN