somehow i feel somewhat awkward.
cause it's weekdays & both my parents are not working.
holidays.

& yeah,
had my room all cleaned.
won't be a while until the room is in a mess again.

i'm still recovering from stomach flu/gastric.
sigh.

anyways,
i'm just being random.

maybe he said that quote to you for a reason.
a reason for you to realize what & who you've become.

of all people,
you should have known better not to drag it.

adult always move on.
that's how they do things.
moving on.

but,
looking back doesn't mean you're stuck there.
it acts as a reminder & a learning point for you.

who doesn't want to soar up ?

human beings.
who doesn't like the taste of winning ?
who wants defeat ?

don't let emotions take control.
cause you will only end up being someone you despise.

reflected.
anyways,
i'm moving on.

i always do set a higher goal for myself.
i don't think highly of myself.
you do,
cause of womankind like myself,
guys appreciate you better ?

i achieve my goals no thanks to you,
does that mean i think highly of myself ?

even if i fall hard,
i learn.

its not as if i asked you for your help.
ridiculous.

sigh.
smiling to myself.