if you're sick & tired of this.
get yourself a new girlfriend.

i've been sick & tired of you for a long time,
but why do i still hold on??

why do i even miss you?
why do i even dream of having happy times?

i rather walk alone than to wait.

i rather dream alone.
of me not us.

i rather not share my life.
how long should i wait??

i rather be alone.

no matter how hard you tried,
you just tend to make me mad.
do you even know me?

learn from the difference.

no matter how hard i tried to smile & stay happy.
you broke my heart.
& when i'm mad,
everything will be my fault.

i'm to blame.
everything will be shove at my face.

& you really think you're the only one whose sick & tired of this.
for months now.
why in the hell do i even endure??
tell me.

i'm running away for real.
thanks.

this time round,
i wont be missing you.

ps i'll tell you what i want.
but i guess its gonna be too late for you.
i'm gonna shut myself shut.

all i want is to be the happiest girl in my whole life.
to just be smiling & laughing my heart out.
& that will be the day i treasure the most.