Friday, June 26, 2009
a friend told me my alter ego = to a jerk's
i'm unreasonable ?
surprised & taken back.
i'm being unreasonable when i thought my boyfriend was at w.coast,
but he's out somewhere god knows doing what & with who ?
i'm being unreasonable when my boyfriend said he's sick & tired of me getting angry,
all he ever does was to break my heart & make me angry?
i'm being unreasonable when all these months he gave me shits stuffs,
when i'm enduring them ?
i'm being unreasonable when i get angry with his fault,
but yet he shove them back at my face ?
am i not right to get unreasonable with him ?
settle our differences & learn from them ?
i owe him much for breaking my heart.
i owe him ?
i have to endure 19 months of bullshits & i'm still unreasonable ?
yes i may be unreasonable.
have you or anyone else consider my feelings on why have i been unreasonable ?
humans are selfish.
all they ever do is to fuck around with words.
encouraging & bullshits.
but,
you'll wake up one morning & realize that there's always others on the same boat.
or other's going through what you'll been through.
you know what i do.
smile & shut my mouth.
cause everyone fall.
they eventually get back on their feet.
alone or not.
depending.
i prefer to soar up alone.
i prefer to let them fly alone.
remind me again on why am i being unreasonable ?
i don't mind.
state your opinions.
i'm not mad or angry.
i'm just curious on what make you say that & what ever stories you heard from him make you thinks i'm unreasonable ?
just don't get me wrong.
i'm not picking a fight.
surprised & taken back.
i'm being unreasonable when i thought my boyfriend was at w.coast,
but he's out somewhere god knows doing what & with who ?
i'm being unreasonable when my boyfriend said he's sick & tired of me getting angry,
all he ever does was to break my heart & make me angry?
i'm being unreasonable when all these months he gave me shits stuffs,
when i'm enduring them ?
i'm being unreasonable when i get angry with his fault,
but yet he shove them back at my face ?
am i not right to get unreasonable with him ?
settle our differences & learn from them ?
i owe him much for breaking my heart.
i owe him ?
i have to endure 19 months of bullshits & i'm still unreasonable ?
yes i may be unreasonable.
have you or anyone else consider my feelings on why have i been unreasonable ?
humans are selfish.
all they ever do is to fuck around with words.
encouraging & bullshits.
but,
you'll wake up one morning & realize that there's always others on the same boat.
or other's going through what you'll been through.
you know what i do.
smile & shut my mouth.
cause everyone fall.
they eventually get back on their feet.
alone or not.
depending.
i prefer to soar up alone.
i prefer to let them fly alone.
remind me again on why am i being unreasonable ?
i don't mind.
state your opinions.
i'm not mad or angry.
i'm just curious on what make you say that & what ever stories you heard from him make you thinks i'm unreasonable ?
just don't get me wrong.
i'm not picking a fight.
Labels: i'm only a unreasonable person.