Friday, March 27, 2009
today's headline: selfish bastard got involved in a hit & run accident.
a 20 year old Muhd Sufyan was involved in a hit & run accident at 3am in the morning.
he immediately rushed to the hospital.
he was severely injured.
his lower half of his body is paralysed & suffer brain damage.
eventually his brain cells are damaged & not functioning.(its really true)
i never force you to change.
you promise me to.
but in the end,
you broke that promise to change into someone better.
16 months counting,
when can i see the positive side of you?
16months & counting,
how old must i wait to put an end to my miseries-your doings ?
16 months & counting,
how old do you plan to be a addict?
not a single day at home.
not a single day accompanying your grandfather.
even if its just a single day,
one day does not means you've change.
one day does not prove you've change.
you never came for me.
you came for your friends & stuffs.
i never forgive you.
cause its hard to believe you.
you forgive me but never believe me.
then why hold on?
if you cant fend for yourself, dont try to fend others.
as long as i'm with you,
your in my mind 24/7 like you're being glued.
i really need a break.
to break off from all this pain.
what do a normal person do when the brain is in chaos?
nothing.
what to you addicts do when brain in chaos?
something.
your selfishness,
destroys.
your greediness,
gets the better of you.
you'll never understand how i feel,
cause you're not me.
i'm still am alone from the beggining.
i can't feel you anymore.
when we hug, kiss & touch.
you're really far away.
p.s i'm ready to let you go & i love you still