Wednesday, March 25, 2009
the drugs don't works?bullshit.
all this while it has been drugs & friends.
why call yourself my boyfriend,
even being with you,
you seems so far.
yet i felt lonely.
why are you full of reasons.
one after another.
i'm being blamed again.
you've been shoving all those blames to me yet again & again.
while it me you've been hurting.
it me thats been hurt by you.
why do i even open the door and let you in?
you willingly sell of phone without me knowing it.
just because of expenses?
you don't eat out side.
i bet its that humiliating thing again.
life with an addict sure is difficult.
its killing me slowly.
you don't care.
i don't think you can change.
how long much i wait & be patience.
i can't be there for you anymore.
i will be as soon as i can.
cause i'm busy doing the smiliar thing as you.
mending my broken pieces.