nurulain ismail.

one wonderful gorgeous girl.

firstly let me wish happy new year!

twice we went into the new year side by side!

& i feel so special with you around.

wee..

since you wrote down & make me my new years resolution.

that mean it's my turn to make yours.

& let the whole world notice it.

but first, i just wanna say that.

even though we had our ups & down during 2008.

i truly treasure every moment of it.

& for your info, i feel so comfortable with you by my side.

you make me feel so special.

if you wanna say that i treat you like a PRINCESS!

do you even know that you are treating me like a PRINCE!

so it goes in one circle.

& nurul, you do have sparkling eyes.

sweet smile.

sexy lips.(hmmm)

most of all, you're just one gorgeous girl.

& i've never regreted meeting you on that lovely night.

on 10th Nov 07 @ esplanade.(of all places)

since that day on everything bout me change.

you became a teacher, guardian & importantly a counselour to me.(dont know how to spell that crap!)

hehehehe....

okey angel.

now lets start with 2009 resolution!

~stop doing stupid stuffs to yourself when you're depress.

obviously it involves drinking & getting tipsy.

catching fish & shaking your head till it hurts.

hurting yourself with sharp objects!

throwing tantrums.

~stop smoking/cut down.

firstly you're a girl.

& smoking kills.

i dont want you to die before me.

~control your HULKAMANIA!

your the type who likes to get angry at even a small thing.

your pretty, you wouldnt want to get old fast rite?

you wouldnt even want to get un-notice dear.

sometimes you even get angry without any reason!

OR even stupid reason!

stop hanging up when we quarrel on the phone.

stop walking of when i'm trying to talk!

hehehehe...

~start schooling & advance to greater levels.

you're clever. look at how you guided one big monster here.

i know, your families know, your friends know that you can achieve great education.

you can achieve what you crave if study hard.

you can find jobs with enormous pay like my sis or kak su.

i know you have a brigth future ahead.(but i hope when you achieve it, you wont push me aside)

hehehe... i know you wont.

~find/choose great friends.

you'll need someone to talk to when i'm busy.

you'll need a shoulder to cry on.

i know you have me now.

but you need a great GIRLfriend to look after you when i'm not around.

~learn more & upgrade your cooking skills(hehehe...)

i've taste your cookings before.

& loved it.

you're great! & you can be greater!

i want you to know how to cook my fav. dish dear.

that's one way to be a good wife.

~stop jumping to stupid conclusion & mentioning names that's not suppose to be mention.

you how much i hate this!

& one i hate about this topic is you just wont admit.

that you're jealous & that you're so crazy over me!

hahahahaha!!!!!!!

~stop doing thinks that makes me look down, hate & dislike you.

firstly, sorry to bring this up.

but please dont do the thing i've forgiven & forget.

i know this part will hurt.

but it's never my intention.

this thing i'm talking about is the thing threw away from your life & accepted you clean.

cause i know i can love you & make you the happiest angel in this world!

~stop mentioning death.

i know i may hurt you deep sometimes.

i know i may hurt you till it swell.

but i know you know that those things hurts me too.

let me say this here aite.

i dont want you to die first!

cause i want you to be arms that i die on.

~lastly : love me more & never stop trying.

i really do know how precious & special i am to you.

i really appriciate all those nights you hold up your eyes for me.

all the things you've done.

the things you try to organize just to make me happy.

i really feel so honored & by what you've done!

i love you so much! & i know you do too.

your sacrifice will always be notice & remembered!

you really do treat me like how a wife treats a husband!

i just want more of this!

hehehehe....

this things i write down is what i've been stress about for the past hours.

i really appriciate your presence & all things that you've done.

i know i dont show it & my shitty mouth always brings you down.

but just remember this : half of my everything belongs to you.

& i've never regret it.

nurulain, muhammad sufyan sayang nurulain GILE BABI LAH!

this is written by a dumb ass :

Pyan Akihito Kaijin.