Friday, January 30, 2009

illusion?
just as i thought it would be.
the only thing that's worth holding on to is myself.
i shred open my heart to accept all that's coming through,
but i guess its doesn't work.
so i've to hold myself,
to continue on where things ended.
calling it quit?
as long as there's breath,
i wont give up on myself.
its your wishful thinking.
i cant deny that this is a never ending war.
its a losing battle i'm fighting.
i cant deny that i'm afraid.
but that doesn't mean i cant fight my fears.
in this battle,
the only person losing is when you think you've.
i don't want to think too much of it.
i hurts,
i cant deny that.
the more i think of it,
the more the deeper the wounds cuts.
the more it bleeds.
the only way is to let it rest.
but you're as usual kept on pulling me down.
i'll manage on my own don't you worry.
i'll be tough.
i'll prove you.