i really do wonder,as i walked,alone,having a huge misunderstanding.which we always do.cause in the end is/was are/were will always be me.my fault.i wander around aimlessly, wondering what is important in your life other than what you said is important. your unnecessary things or your loved ones? have you ever wonder about anything else except for yourselves. yes, i may be self -centered & intense at times, but you are always in my mind. you always thought i was the girl before a new beginning, & to this day itself you still think so. i always wonder, what good will it give me if you never saw the changes nor the good side of me. I'll always wanted to be the old me back so i wouldn't fall sick thinking about you. so i wouldn't care much about you. & heart aches will not increase. i wonder, will you stop if i die? I'm impatience. i cant wait long. even if i leave you, i wont be coming back to you if you've achieved what i wanted. cause i don't want to regret on my decisions of leaving you & dull on it. i do not want to make you look back. either do i want to tell you, cause you wouldn't care about how a girl feels. sometimes leaving you was my intention, just to make you realise your actions. you told me, you will never leave me, but you;re sure I'll leave you. well boy, have you forgotten you left me hanging on a rope ever since god knows when. I've lost my patience, yes i do. but eventually. i cant live without your presence. cause i love you & still do.