Sunday, December 28, 2008
selfish
my words ain't bringing you down.confessions:
& to think that you would ever want to to believe that bull shits you're giving me?
gosh,
i'm not naive either am i stupid.
ok my loves.
think before you speak up your mind?
supposedly was that for me?
i don't think so.
that definitely for you.
& yeah,
keeping quiet is always the best options,
cause i don't want you o get angry over what i've say.
but yet,
i saw what i wasn't suppose to saw.
tantrums.
what do i really want?
for you to listens,
for you to understand,
& you.
i'm starting to get sick & tired of being around people that doesn't care nor listens.
especially when i wanted to open up my share.
they don't bother at all.
humans are selfish.
thank god.
try putting yourself i my shoe.
it ain't easy being me.
you wanted me to do things your way,
you wanted a way.
spaces for yourself.
when i've given you that,
look what happen.
have you ever consider my feelings when you wanted that?
have you?
no.
i don't think so.
its always your addiction.
why am i even standing beside you?
if you do really know me,
you tell me.
what am i to you?
you don't asked.
every time i asked you questions about your wrong doings,
you'll never answer.
silence = never want to be bothered.
i am too tired.
really am.
stop blaming me.
don't ever blame me.
its your way i'm walking.