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To be brave is to love someone unconditionally without expecting anything in return. To just give that takes courage, because we don't want to fall on our face or leave ourselves open.
Monday, October 20, 2008

Dear Nurrah my friend,
I've read your blog & i felt left out.
Thanks lots dear.
Do drop by around here ok.

Dear Pyan,
please stop spouting bull shits at my tag board.
Nurrah may think its sweet.
But i think its crap.
Your talk wont take my pain away.
Cause you never understand.
You tried,
but have you tried harder to understand me?
I think you don't know me well.
Look,
next months is our 1 yr being together,
but your attitude really hurts me.
Do you think i have a choice?
Come on,
i always have to do the thinking for you.
I'm really sick & tired of it.
You may be happy & confidence that you will change & what fuck shits.
But with you around,
i will always get hurt by your words & your action.
Ego you may call me.
Its not easy for me to forget about it even for a second.
Do talk or curse about my ego for all i care.
You've been doing things again & again & again.
I pampered you to much.
Much of chances given now.
Well,
i'm not gonna say anything by sending you messages,
cause its only hurts me more to let you go.
So i announce it here.

PYAN,
GO BACK TO DRUGS FOR ALL I CARE.
YOU WORDS WONT WORK ON ME.
YOUR ACTIONS WILL ONLY PULL ME DOWN.
YOU NEVER UNDERSTAND.
YOUR ARE OVER PROTECTING ME.
& OVER REACTING.
I MAKE MY OWN DECISIONS.
CAUSE ITS MY LIFE.

INSTEAD YOU NEVER TAKE CARE OF ME.
I ALWAYS HAVE TO DO THE THINKING FOR YOU.
WHEN WILL YOU GROW UP.
I'M SO HURT BY YOU FOREVER WILL.
THANKS.

p.s you cant even take care of yourself,
stop dreaming of taking care of me.
i am one hard girl to please.
find someone else that can accompany you 24/7.
wait,
you have.
well i hope you are happy for making me cry for you & hurt me deep inside.
your money cant last long for yourself,
stop dreaming about giving me money or my mum money.
MY MUM WONT TAKE OTHERS MONEY!
& please dreaming.
you dream to much.
wake up.
reality is bitter.

YOU ASK FYRA OR AIN CAUSE ITS YOUR COUSIN BY BLOOD?
& YES I FORGOT THEY HAVE DICKS.
WELL I'M AT HOME SO DISAPPOINTED BY YOU,
CRYING ALL AWAY.
THANKS FOR THAT.
OUH WAIT,
DO YOU EVEN KNOW THAT,
OU WELL YOU ASSUME THAT I SLEPT WELL.
YOU NEVER KNOW I FEEL DEEP INSIDE CAUSE YOU NEVER ASK.
WE NEVER TALK ABOUT EACH OTHER FEELINGS.
I WILL ALWAYS STAND ALONE.
& CRY ALONE.
ASL TAK AJAK MAYA TEMAN KO SKALI!