Wednesday, April 23, 2008
I won't just let go & leave.Cause boy,
i feel like i am losing a best friend.
3 more weeks left before the worst start.
I'm not ready to lose you.
Lots of things have been running wild inside my fucking head.
I feel like i was stab.
Knife pierce through my flesh & bone.
Right into my heart.
Blood rushing out.
Breathe losing down.
& the last wishes && words are i love you & i am sorry.
Forgive me boy.
Things rare becoming out of control.
For this,even if my soul is dead,
is not the last goodbye.
I will not stand up on making you wait for me.
For it,
i will go wherever you go.
For i am right beside you day & night.
Pain & agony.
Happy & joy.
Cause i share your pain.
This feelings could not be explained.
This feelings are becoming more & more deeper.
The hatred,the jealousy,the care,the love.
Everything have becoming more & more deeper each day.
& each other day,
i just couldn't let go of you.