How i wished that you would never did that to me.
I'm not the one having lots of guys.
So it ended up you having to go to others.
Its hard for me to let you go.
Its hard to say goodbye.
& it really hurts me to just walk away from you,
never to see you again.
This relationship could work out.
But boy,
you blew that chances away.
I had given you plenty.
More than enough.
I waited for you.
But what did i get from you?
I wasn't convince that you loved me.
I was testing you.
& you knew.
But you were not patience enough.
All you wanted was an answer.
Just wanted to understand answer given.
You heard rumors saying i got a relationship with others.
But do they know who i loved the most?
Do they know my heart?
NO THEY DON'T!
But you trusted them.
You always had trusted what people said.
But never wanted to understand what i felt.
This heart aches.
This eyes teared.
This soul has just began its loneliness.
Boy,
how i really wished you would never did that.
Now i am gonna miss every single seconds spent with you.
Yes,
i am changing.
I do go with my friend.
But i spent the night with you.
What more you want?
What more you seek?
I told you that if you love me,
leave me alone & see me happy.
Well boy,
i lied!
You knew that i wont be happy.
Boy,
i am sorry for that i lied to you.
& I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.
Do take care,
cause i am not around you anymore.
aynakaijin* its just the beginning.