Todays was not so superb i guess.
&& i am going to miss my GF & BFs.
I am going to Kelantan tomorrow.
But still things are not packed yet.
I am still wandering what to wear.
&& clothes are missing.
FUCK!
Yeah anyway back to story.
In 9 in the morning.
Sis asked me to tagged along to Lavender & headed to Bugis && back to juring then to Pioneer Mall.
She's such a nuisance at times.
Oh well, still blood is thicker right ?
Then go back home, dyed my hair.
But the fucking color won't come out.
Never mind about that.
Met Sweet Head Oh Sweet Love.
Gosh.
&&& .
LOL.
Don't have to know anyway.
Privacy.
Then headed back home but guess what.
Monster was waiting for me under my void deck.
I screamed his name.
Ran to him & hugged him.
I couldn't resist.
He was right there in front of my eyes.
Waiting for me without telling me he wanted to meet me.
Well we talked.
&& a real chat.
Its like we are going back to the start.
But the sad thing was, he still doesn't know that i made a fucking mistake by having another boy friend just to let him go.
Well, i have to.
Mum just couldn't let me be with Monster.
So i have to find a replacement.
But still my heart still with him.
Serious ?
NOT really that serious cause i can't just leave sweet head.
Not now, not yet.
I am so fucking sorry Monster.
Thanks for those sweet words & sincerity.
You are the sweetest guy i have ever met.
&& the sweetest in my life i lived.
No body could replace you.
Cause you will always be my Monster.
&& thanks for your love.
I really hate you.
Cause hating you is = to hating me.