No matter how i hard i tried to run away,
i will turning back to you.
No matter how hard i tried to escape this fate,
i will be coming back to you.
So addictive like drugs.
I don't even know why.
This love are meant for you.
But our love are forbidden.
Your love is cherished by me.
But not for my parents.
They hate you.
But i love you.
I cant possibly lie to them cause of you.
After all they are my parents.
The ones who want best for me.
But you too wanted that don't you.
I just wanted you to know that lies within me is just a little girl.
Lonely, trapped in darkness.
You hate me saying that you left me cause you knew you never did.
You didn't expect me to say that i am falling.
But i am.
I ain't flying as high as you.
& when you heard that,
you felt so disappointed.
I've told you everything & still you accept that fate.
You has expected this much.
& not so much.
You flew high but i don't.
Oh boy sweets baby love,
we are lagging behind.
I meant i am lagging behind.
We need so much to catch up on.
Going back to the start.
My way or your it doesn't matter much now.
Our way is always the best.
But you seems to understand yet you don't.
Decisions must be made.
But not so fast.
Prepare for a lose.
Yes saying goodbye is hard.
But fate tells it all.
The reason why i am not flying as high as you is cause of them.
They are the reason why.
They don't approve of us.
Sacrifice will be made darling.
& all i can say is i am sorry.
I love you more & more every single day.