Saturday, March 8, 2008

Here i go again.
Special thanks to my MONSTER.
He made an HERO out of me.
Which i realize that i become stronger.
With every decisions i made.
Through out this unwanted horrible dreadful situations.
& again i am sorry.
You left me.
& i can't eventually wait.
Its hard for me to see myself in this state.
I am ruining my life having to wait for you.
I was drowned but i survived.
Now,I am trying my best to be happy.
& trying to stand up.
Unfortunately, i can't see the sun rising in my face with you.
I always hoped not to fall.
But i did fell.
All alone.
& i am afraid for it again.
I don't think i can love again.
& i am trying my best not.
But again & again i fell in love.
Cause i don't think i can accept the down falls.
& if i would, i guess there's no meaning to move on.
Cause even a HERO falls.
& cause even the best falls down sometime.
So once more.
Thanks my LOVE for everything.