Sunday, March 16, 2008
Fucking pissed off by guys.Seriously.
Especially that sweet head.
I have make my decision.
Damned right.
I do.
From now on, i have take my hands of you.
Let time take its course.
Yeah.
Actually, i do feel good with this idea.
Even though, its so not like me.
Recently, i have been smiling lots.
& i hope its stays this way.
Nobody will be the boss of me.
& i won't be the boss of somebody.
This free spirit feeling lingers inside of me somehow.
I am just glad that i won't be shedding tears now.
&& i hope not so soon or any soon from now.
But i can't denied, some how there's that remorse feeling.
Maybe due to that i miss MONSTER.
&& i have broken my promise to him.
&& the guilty conscience .
Can i hate myself ?
Or must i hate you for making me miserable.
& leaving me all alone.