Tuesday, March 4, 2008
Been posting lots today.
Having lots to think.
Not knowing why.
But i guess due to lots of things going about in my mind.
I don't even know why i am posting & writing all this stuffs here.
&& publishing for everyone to read.
Not cause i wanna anyone of you reading this to pity me.
& i ain't an attention seeker to what you may think.
But i guess cause i have no one to talk to.
&& the only way is by writing this shits here.
I guess i could let go of every single thing.
I don't wanna hide my bad doing.
Cause i ain't good myself.
& don't think you people are any inch better.
Cause talking about me & what i wrote here.
Is called gossiping.
& by doing so means you guys are just talking back about me.
Which also starting a mean conversation.
& that means you ain't good as me.
Lol, wacky urh.
Now, i declare my myself high.
Having to drink & get drunk
& to vomit my lungs out.
PUKESSSSS.
Problems solved ?
Nahh, problems arising.
I might as well create lots of problems now.
God damned all those sins i have made.
YAY! SINS AFTER ANOTHER.
&& by gossiping, thats also sins made by you people out there.
WOOHHOOO.
But i don't fucking care about all those sins.
Cause i cant even take care of myself.
But don't think i am WEAK.
I am strong enough to cry for my MOTHER.
Even how hateful she is towards me.
Get what i mean?
Crying doesn't mean i am WEAK.
It just show the sentimental side of me.
I know people out there thinks i have no heart at all.
Nahh, wrong!
I do have a heart, but do you ever seen me caring for you?
NO!
Cause you guys never seems to care.
Why should i?
Lol, criticism are LOVED.
I may be a bitch.
But a high class bitch.
You may only talk to me if you have a high standard.
So please, get a fucking life & back out.
Whee =)
HAHA
I am out of my mind.
My head are spinning.
Having lots to think.
Not knowing why.
But i guess due to lots of things going about in my mind.
I don't even know why i am posting & writing all this stuffs here.
&& publishing for everyone to read.
Not cause i wanna anyone of you reading this to pity me.
& i ain't an attention seeker to what you may think.
But i guess cause i have no one to talk to.
&& the only way is by writing this shits here.
I guess i could let go of every single thing.
I don't wanna hide my bad doing.
Cause i ain't good myself.
& don't think you people are any inch better.
Cause talking about me & what i wrote here.
Is called gossiping.
& by doing so means you guys are just talking back about me.
Which also starting a mean conversation.
& that means you ain't good as me.
Lol, wacky urh.
Now, i declare my myself high.
Having to drink & get drunk
& to vomit my lungs out.
PUKESSSSS.
Problems solved ?
Nahh, problems arising.
I might as well create lots of problems now.
God damned all those sins i have made.
YAY! SINS AFTER ANOTHER.
&& by gossiping, thats also sins made by you people out there.
WOOHHOOO.
But i don't fucking care about all those sins.
Cause i cant even take care of myself.
But don't think i am WEAK.
I am strong enough to cry for my MOTHER.
Even how hateful she is towards me.
Get what i mean?
Crying doesn't mean i am WEAK.
It just show the sentimental side of me.
I know people out there thinks i have no heart at all.
Nahh, wrong!
I do have a heart, but do you ever seen me caring for you?
NO!
Cause you guys never seems to care.
Why should i?
Lol, criticism are LOVED.
I may be a bitch.
But a high class bitch.
You may only talk to me if you have a high standard.
So please, get a fucking life & back out.
Whee =)
HAHA
I am out of my mind.
My head are spinning.