Monday, February 25, 2008
heyy
" I wish, i wish i was a star that could shine even though its dull. Stay as high up in the space looking down to earth. "I wish to smile & laugh & be happy. I must admit, i am happy with my friends. Smile & laugh out loudly. Make a foll & a joke out of ourself. But went i took my steps back home, the problems just won't go away. Temporarily gone. That's why i did stupid stuffs like drinking & so on. Its really doesn't matter to me if its just a temporarily effects cause it did went away even for a while. I don't have to crack my head thinking about things that were not suppose to be think bout me. How should i not ? I do not have my family support. I fell down & they kept pulling me down. I have enough problems to handle. But still it keep coming to me. Blaming me for being who i am ? I am hard headed. I do not take in advice or instruction the way they want. Isn't it too late to correct me when i am so used to being like this ? Why don;t start by the starting line or the ending line. Hate my attitude for all i care. I don't mind. I don't wish to survive this battle of life anyway. I am such a burden to you guys.