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To be brave is to love someone unconditionally without expecting anything in return. To just give that takes courage, because we don't want to fall on our face or leave ourselves open.
Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Do you think i am crazy ? Do you ? Will you miss me when i am gone ? Will they give me chances to start a new in life ? Will my friends still remember me ? Those times, those laughs, those tears & accompanion ? Will he ever show himself up ? Will he still love me ? Will he ever find me ? I just couldn't find any hope in life & in whatever i do. Wanna know why ? The secrets lies in me. Cause of boyfriend. Even since he went in, my state of mind went out of control. && now i am having so much troubles. One problem after another rise. I am not a super girl ! I cant possibly handle this much problems on my own. The only person i could turn to & a shoulder to cry on, leave me. Which i myself must handle this shits all by myself. Is this fair to me when this shits is done by you ? No ! I am wrong to be together with you. Even though i am happy with you in the start, i will give up on this love for my happiness. For me to end all this shits. For me to be happy with my family. You are the roots of all my problems. You are the cause for what i am now. Too bad this love must end. Cause i can' bear to live in agony & pain. Suffering all this unwanted shits & emotions. I know you wouldn't understand my situation. If only you were here to see for yourself how much i suffered cause the reason for i am still loving you. The more i suffer. the more problems arise, the more i hate you & want to get rid of you. How much i want this love for you to end. Not cause i found someone else but because that i hate you so much now that i cant find the hope to love you. Yes i miss you. But that will not stop me into breaking up this love for you. & i guess i have spoken to much. & this would be the last i will ever write about you.