Tuesday, January 22, 2008
missing you.
In pain? Heart broken, maybe. All alone now. Miss him hell lots. Miss his kisses, his hugs, his voice. Miss his company. Lets just pray he's fine in there. Now i wont have to think much of him cause his safe inside. I mean he's in good hands. Boy, all i can do is to wait for your release. & to pray hard for you. I wouldn't have left you. && i am blaming myself. If only i am with him. Things wont be this bad. I wont be able to think straight for a while now. && not feeling well. Sick, & i need him. Well, i have to get use to not having him around. Maybe its not bad after all. But yet, its getting worse day by day. Boy, even though how bad this feeling is & even though i have to bear it alone, walk life alone. I will still wait for your presence, even if i have to dream about you. My love wont fade. My love will stay for you. && don't let me down anymore. Promises will be kept. Memories will be cherish. Boy. I LOVE YOU! ( hiding the pain behind those smiles. i miss you )