Tuesday, April 12, 2011
Yet again,i'm alone.
What i say tonight,
What good does it do?
What i felt tonight,
What difference will it make in the future?
Have you ever wonder how i feel right now?
Have you ever thought how things have been for me all this while?
There you are,
So happy.
Here i am,
Feeling so lonely ever again.
Even with you beside me,
I feel emptiness in my soul.
Even when you're gone,
It doesnt made any difference to it.
I've always stood by you through it all.
& i've always wanted to leave you so badly.
Hey,
You dont have a single clue about this cause to you everything's fine.
You dont have any idea how much it hurts cause you're always smilling away.
What good does it do?
What i felt tonight,
What difference will it make in the future?
Have you ever wonder how i feel right now?
Have you ever thought how things have been for me all this while?
There you are,
So happy.
Here i am,
Feeling so lonely ever again.
Even with you beside me,
I feel emptiness in my soul.
Even when you're gone,
It doesnt made any difference to it.
I've always stood by you through it all.
& i've always wanted to leave you so badly.
Hey,
You dont have a single clue about this cause to you everything's fine.
You dont have any idea how much it hurts cause you're always smilling away.
Saturday, April 9, 2011
Your love is killing me.
If i said i miss you, would you run the miles to be beside me?
If i called you early in the morning telling you i've nightmare, would you comfort me saying everything going to be alright?
When my insecurity level is high & i kept asking you whether you love me, would you reassure me that you would still love me no matter what?
When i couldnt sleep at night, would you accompany me on the phone even if you have work?
If i leave, would you with all your might find me?
When i'm gone, would you forget me?
If i called you early in the morning telling you i've nightmare, would you comfort me saying everything going to be alright?
When my insecurity level is high & i kept asking you whether you love me, would you reassure me that you would still love me no matter what?
When i couldnt sleep at night, would you accompany me on the phone even if you have work?
If i leave, would you with all your might find me?
When i'm gone, would you forget me?
Inner thoughts
Hey listen,
I'm not being demanding here but hear me out.
Did you listen to yourself when you speak? The last sentence you spoke, heck it hurts. I didnt realise i had still have a heart. I didnt realise i could still cry. Here i am trying my best to least love. To open up, to appreciate every single moments cause i never know when would all of these end. There you go again, blabbering on & on, complaining how much it hurts. Yes, you're trying to open up, telling me how it feels, trying to get across my head & heart. Havent have i told you, patience is the key. Dont talk about sincerity here Mr. You're the one blinded here, you yourself cant even see what that i'm trying my best & you think it doesnt hurt me one bit? Havent i told you to leave if all of these are hurting you? I wonder,why do i even bother telling you how i feel if you cant understand a bit? I wonder why am i trying to make things right? I wonder why cant we keep things simple? I wonder why i bother trying to feel love? I wonder why should i even said a thing when everything i said will only hurt you? You made a choice to stay. But, i dont think you know what choice i made. To stay or leave? If i stay, will you wonder why?
- anonymous, adapted.
I'm not being demanding here but hear me out.
Did you listen to yourself when you speak? The last sentence you spoke, heck it hurts. I didnt realise i had still have a heart. I didnt realise i could still cry. Here i am trying my best to least love. To open up, to appreciate every single moments cause i never know when would all of these end. There you go again, blabbering on & on, complaining how much it hurts. Yes, you're trying to open up, telling me how it feels, trying to get across my head & heart. Havent have i told you, patience is the key. Dont talk about sincerity here Mr. You're the one blinded here, you yourself cant even see what that i'm trying my best & you think it doesnt hurt me one bit? Havent i told you to leave if all of these are hurting you? I wonder,why do i even bother telling you how i feel if you cant understand a bit? I wonder why am i trying to make things right? I wonder why cant we keep things simple? I wonder why i bother trying to feel love? I wonder why should i even said a thing when everything i said will only hurt you? You made a choice to stay. But, i dont think you know what choice i made. To stay or leave? If i stay, will you wonder why?
- anonymous, adapted.